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Posted on 2004.06.26 at 20:15


velgar at 2004-07-10 16:03 (UTC) (Link)
There's bound to be helluwa load of shit happening in your life even as boring as it may seem. Just write, you really think most people really care? And do you think that those who care couldn't learn to understand you?...
Ok. That was bad, since that would crumble your tiny little world around you... Bummer... :P
lordphantom at 2004-07-10 18:21 (UTC) (Link)
I know nobody cares, so I have no reason to write.
velgar at 2004-07-11 20:21 (UTC) (Link)
Don't insult me woman.
I. Do. Care.
Just because you want to lie to yourself is no reason to call me for breaking my oath.
lordphantom at 2004-07-12 08:00 (UTC) (Link)
I don't lie to myself.
velgar at 2004-07-12 11:32 (UTC) (Link)
Sure you don't. How could I ever said such a thing...
And I still do care.
lordphantom at 2004-07-12 13:59 (UTC) (Link)
velgar at 2004-07-12 14:40 (UTC) (Link)
Why can't you believe me?
Have I not proved myself enough? Have I not been interested in anything regarding you?
lordphantom at 2004-07-12 18:21 (UTC) (Link)
It's too hard for me to trust or believe anyone completely.
velgar at 2004-07-12 19:32 (UTC) (Link)
How about at least partly?
Could you at least show me some sign, that I'd know that I'm going the right way?
lordphantom at 2004-07-12 19:41 (UTC) (Link)
I don't know.
velgar at 2004-07-12 22:55 (UTC) (Link)
*Sits down, sweeps his hair at the side and looks down*
Sometimes it's just hard to try to win you, you know? It feels even pointless to try at time to time. But sometimes you reward me, with something small. I just hope that I'm any closer than what I was when it all started.
But I wont let you go. *Smiles a little* I promised that to myself. I wont go until you tell me to do so.
As you can see. I leave the key to you. Now you know how to get rid off me. I wont ask you not to use it, I just ask, that you will be sure if you do it.
*Gets past the momentual over-feeling*
God, I hate that. It makes me take steps faster than I would like. Why not just clear it and write something else? Because what I write is true, I don't lie anymore.
lordphantom at 2004-07-13 07:12 (UTC) (Link)
And the point was...?
velgar at 2004-07-13 10:13 (UTC) (Link)
That sometimes it's just hard to sneak in your mind's fortress, seeing only quick flashes from the beauty waiting inside.
lordphantom at 2004-07-13 12:56 (UTC) (Link)
*shrugs* Whatever.
velgar at 2004-07-13 19:09 (UTC) (Link)
You giving that quite much, you know?
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