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Posted on 2004.06.26 at 20:15


velgar at 2004-07-12 14:40 (UTC) (Link)
Why can't you believe me?
Have I not proved myself enough? Have I not been interested in anything regarding you?
lordphantom at 2004-07-12 18:21 (UTC) (Link)
It's too hard for me to trust or believe anyone completely.
velgar at 2004-07-12 19:32 (UTC) (Link)
How about at least partly?
Could you at least show me some sign, that I'd know that I'm going the right way?
lordphantom at 2004-07-12 19:41 (UTC) (Link)
I don't know.
velgar at 2004-07-12 22:55 (UTC) (Link)
*Sits down, sweeps his hair at the side and looks down*
Sometimes it's just hard to try to win you, you know? It feels even pointless to try at time to time. But sometimes you reward me, with something small. I just hope that I'm any closer than what I was when it all started.
But I wont let you go. *Smiles a little* I promised that to myself. I wont go until you tell me to do so.
As you can see. I leave the key to you. Now you know how to get rid off me. I wont ask you not to use it, I just ask, that you will be sure if you do it.
*Gets past the momentual over-feeling*
God, I hate that. It makes me take steps faster than I would like. Why not just clear it and write something else? Because what I write is true, I don't lie anymore.
lordphantom at 2004-07-13 07:12 (UTC) (Link)
And the point was...?
velgar at 2004-07-13 10:13 (UTC) (Link)
That sometimes it's just hard to sneak in your mind's fortress, seeing only quick flashes from the beauty waiting inside.
lordphantom at 2004-07-13 12:56 (UTC) (Link)
*shrugs* Whatever.
velgar at 2004-07-13 19:09 (UTC) (Link)
You giving that quite much, you know?
lordphantom at 2004-07-13 20:15 (UTC) (Link)
Yeah, so?
velgar at 2004-07-13 22:31 (UTC) (Link)
Just thinking of such bizarre possibility that I might one day catch that guard and snap him down cold.
Thou I think I just have to get to know its usual patrol routes.
More safer that way.
lordphantom at 2004-07-14 08:33 (UTC) (Link)
*rolls eyes* Not so amusing...
velgar at 2004-07-16 16:32 (UTC) (Link)
Never meant it as so. I was talking seriously.
By the way. Saw again a dream about you couple nights ago. Wanna hear?
lordphantom at 2004-07-16 17:40 (UTC) (Link)
*shrugs* Go ahead and tell.
velgar at 2004-07-16 19:56 (UTC) (Link)
First I have to tell that I see highly symbolic dream, so don't take anything too literally, ok?
We where sitting in a class room, small one, must have been "the dungeon", thou it represent more like one the S-house's rooms. Anyhow, no-one else was there, me being lazy even in dream. Somehow the seats where like in some movietheater, wonder why...
You where holding your hand down and reached it with my own. You naturally pulled your hand a bit away, gazed me meanly and you said "Don't touch.", the usual. "Let me hold it. Just this once." I don't remember quite well, but I guess you sighed at this point, but let me take your hand to mine.
Now comes in the strange part and it's all YOUR doing. You began some kind of foreplay with our hands. Care to tell why?
It went all, not for too long, when suddenly the desk was pulled away and Violet Spirit was sitting close, on other desk, looking at us, thou she didn't seem to notice all that much. She asked something, which I don't remember at the moment, neither is it important right now. And then...
I woke up.
And yes I have strange dreams.
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