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Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to you all!

Yes, we finally got snow so we got a white Christmas after all, it really didn't look so promising last week... All in all, it's been a lovely Christmas Eve for me, good foof, some presents and just relaxing. Hope it's been nice to everybody else as well ^^

Enjoy the holidays!
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    O Holy Night - Michael Crawford
matt is so much sexier than you

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Yes, back for another short update for now. Alright, so I'm trying to get things done, have to write some papers and pratice a lot (seriously, A LOT), I have to write my thesis, and that is wrecking my nerves (okay, I have about 1/3 if it done, so that's a fairly decent start). I think I really need to make a complete schedule for my writing once I get those pesky papers out of the way, that way I can concentrate on practicing the material for upcoming entrance exams and writing my thesis. Gaaaaah, stress, stress, stress. And I have until about early January to learn an opera by heart, no pressure there, no~. There's just a lot going on, and it makes me all kinds of nervous...

Okay, I'll go watch the Borgias now and hope that can take my mind off things for a while.
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    The TV
mat absolute control

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Hookay, so yeah, been absemy for a while again. I've been way too stressed to write anything, or even try to do that much. Hope to be able to do something about it soon.

Just had to come here because of my birthday, I always tend to do that... so, that's about it for now, will come by later
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    The TV
yossi playboy

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Hoooooookay.... so for the past week and a half it has been so hot that I haven't really been able to sleep properly. Basically that means I've had about an hour of sleep a night at worst, and let me tell you, that's not enough even for me who can go with surprisingly small amounts of sleep for quite a while. So, I'm sweaty and tired, but shouldn't probably complain, since it is summer, and summer is not that long and so on...

Yeah, anyway. Been doing quite a lot of jogging lately, about an hour every day, because I'm not exactly happy with the way I look. Yes, gained some weight during the winter and spring, and I now want to get back to looking like I did a year ago. The thing is, I think my scale (damn, is it scale? My English is too rusty for my own good) is trolling me. My weight keeps on going up the more I jog and exercise. Yeah, muscle is heavier than fat, but it still feels like trolling... It's like the damned thing is trying to discourage me as much as possible. Well, am not giving up, as I am determined to get into better shape.

Other than that, been reading quite a lot, mostly Mercedes Lackey and Conn Iggulden, watching 80s sitcoms online and listening to music~ Been too tired and hot to practice or do anything sensible... Oh, and have started playing around with Photoshop after a while. Should start making new icons and wallpapers now that I am inspired. And been thinking about starting to draw more after a long break. Don't know what's going to happen when I try, but I used to love drawing and it would be wonderful to start doing it again.

Yes... just watched The Princess Bride on TV and I'll go and watch River Wild now, old movies to the win~♥
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    The Greatest Show On Earth - Sparks
phobos

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Okay, updating my status a bit. Seminar paper has been written, has also been checked by a teacher once, did the corrections she asked for and returned the final version. FINALLY. Am beat, seriously. Foot sprain is better, can walk quite well. There is still some minor pain, but that will be fine (soon, I hope...).

Sucky things? Still need to write those stupid music history essays, I'll just have to sit down some day and force myself to write them all, that's how I'll get them done. I am missing some study points/study credits/course credits (What is the word in English?) because the damned school is agonizingly slow at giving those points/credits, and you actually have to demand for them yourself. I don't think it should be my duty to demand for them or check through my study register all the time to see if I got the points/credits I was supposed to, SEVERAL MONTHS AGO. Dammit. I attend the courses and do the assignments I'm supposed to do, those are my duties. Not checking if some people have managed to give me the points/credits from the aforementioned courses. I'm so frustrated XP!

Aaaaaand, I've managed to catch a cold. My throat hurts and I have to sneeze all the time. Yeah...

Random notes: finally beat Grandia III yesterday. Have owned the game for about four years, but only started playing it this February, and it's over now. Have to play something else... I am playing through the PSP version of FF1 now, though... And am also playing Suikoden V on PS2. Okay, maybe there are enough games for me to play at the moment.
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    Nine Points Of Roguery - The Virginia Company
cain eye

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Hooooookay, been absent a bit longer than I intended, but...

Long story short, I've been really stressed, haven't been able to get things done that well. I've also been so badly pissed off at some people at school that it has not done good to my uncreative and stressed phase. Yeah... So now I need to write four essays on history of music and a ten-page long seminar work about the subject of performance anxiety. Ding dong, am dead XP PLus I currently have a strain in my left foot, so I can't really walk that well.

Ok, so will be back once I've finished writing those damn things. A week or two maybe. Damn, I really need a vacation.
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    The TV
utena

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Okay, now that I'm on a week-long vacation (from school that is, I'll be going to work next week to get some money...), it's a damn good time to get sick. Yes, could get hardly any sleep last night -_- I always end up getting sick during vacation, and while it is a good time to be sick, as my studies won't suffer too much, it's still extremely annoying. When I'd have the time to do something, I'm so sick I can hardly get out of bed. Shoukd think positive and be happy I wasn't sick week and a half ago when we had a big concert, but it still doesn't make me feel any better. I should probably go to sleep, but lying down doesn't make me feel too good. Gah, now I'm just hoping this goes away soon.

Oh, and happy belated Valentine's.

And just because being sick, pissed off because of being sick, and bored makes me take random tests online...

ereader test
Source: Staples eReader Department



Was fun enough.
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    Battle 1 - Final Fantasy IX